i've graduated, and so on

i am out of the crunch and into the puddle. or out of the fire and into the frying pan? i don't know but suffice it to say i've moved on, out, of a 'system' and am no longer being disciplined and educated rigorously from the unholy hour of 7 AM until the next unholy hour of 7.
i was lost for the first 2 hours, looking over my shoulder for that guiding hand and acting like such a subordinate, but two hours later and i was basking in the glory of independance, seeing new frontiers and golden horizons....and so on
i am thirty....and i have just been born
*sigh of ecstasy*

does anybody still read my blog??
really?
(echooo)
really?