"surfing"..she is surfing through-grazes the tip of the curling wave..there is something so primal about skimming the surface, skirting the edges, narrowly missing the tantalizing depth of..of anything, really. it is much easier to surf rather than to delve into a cold, perhaps unforgiving depth. to peel layer upon layer. but only then, with menial, pedantic, reluctant plunges, you may find, well, you may find yourself.