busy

i told myself this blog is abt everything but my work, but this i have to write:

ER, all hell breaking loose, blood, blood, groans, moans, bodies splatterred dripping orange red and yellow with blots of green-brown over here and over there.

it's 1 AM and traumas are piling up and everybody is ignoring me

i float through trauma #x station bumping stuff thinking god i want to go home i want my bed why now i'm seeing blurs of shapes i need to eat and where is he

who is this nurse/doctor/aide/policeman let me ask him where in hell is he
ok thanks

there's the elusive mr so-so moaning out pooping out sitting in the brown-green.
confirms he's mr so-so and wants me to call his mother

mr so-so tell me something (he nods and sweats and screams pain)

--why did you miss your last two dialysis treatments?

(silence)

i woz too busy gettin' haaaiii...